Breatheless

sorry :D

2008-09-30T16:43:00.001-07:00

sorry that i have not been updating my blog.been busy with studies.tired from school..have to do homework.unlike the time i was in brunei.marks given for assigments and hw.speaking of my layout and cbox....i dont even have time for updating my blog..what about my cbox. HEHEHEHE.but dont worry will update my blog soon and will also get cbox...School should be fine..Friends,a lot,i should say...hang out...they drive me around.well..most of my frens are football player.im the shortest and thinnest...no doubt... HEHEHE.Chill with them..hang out with them...Speaking of new gf...theres no gf...study study study...trying to get many scholarships...what else can i say?a lot actually...there was once i walked out of the class while smiling at the teacher(sounds like an idiot huh).the teacher pissed me off...i skipped few classes and went to play billiards with my frens...PE class rocks man..we play football,golf,soccer,volleyball, and etc............. a lot actually...speaking of my studies..im doing well i suppose...I found myself so diferent..whenever i have problems with studies...i will turn up and ask the teacher...sometimes i feel im annoying.. i know im an annoying person....peter has its own self-reliance....HAHAHAHAHAHAH.what else..end ? LOL.wait..one more.speaking of my weight,i think i have grown fatter but not much....pimples fading away...really not much at all...kinda happy of cos...my school bus comes at 8.12..i always wake up at 7.50..take a MUST 10 mins bath...drink milk...wash face...teeth..sometimes i might miss the bus and have to walk another 10 minutes to another bus stop to take another bus to another bus terminal and from there,take other bus to my school...sound so inconvienence right? i know..the weather sucks...i always get headache after PE ... after PE ,i have social class which is SO SO SO BORING!!!lots of stories but im sure its not interesting...LOL....CHILL!!!!

CHILL!!!!

school

2008-09-01T13:12:00.000-07:00

tomolo school starts.what should i do?excited?now i dont feel excited.i havent prepared everything.i havent bought a school bag,lock,and many more..i dont know im doing.just lazy always.lazy to blog.blog tomolo..tell you how it goes...

ZZZzZzZzzzZZzzz

65th bday

2008-08-31T21:44:00.000-07:00

We were asked to be the djs for the 65th bday of a filipino man and also his retirement.What a lovely couple.i really envy.Speeches were given by many ppl.there was a couple from Houston,Texas came all the way to the church.actually it was held at a church called st.charles.The narrator was really funny..i couldnt stop laughing but at the same time,i was kinda sad.cos i was looking at the couples.so lovely.eventho he is 65 years old.hes still cool.his wife gave a speech about him.it was really funny.i couldnt stop laughing.im now blogging and the filipinos are dancing.no youngsters here.all like 30 above.bt still fun.I like this kind of occasions.i feel like i wanna dance.but im shy.maybe later.soon.HAHAHA.i dont really care.im so SAD now.i wanna dance like hell..the amplifier is just beside me.my legs move itself.my pregant cousin too.her legs move itself.HAHAHAHA.why?i dont know...cos of the songs.there was a speech given.my heart was crying.i couldnt cry out.cos many ppl.it was really touching.i wanna party.i wanna get crazy.i wanna ppl to get me drunk.Frens come come.im really sad.im really happy for the couple.i cant be jealous cos im not married.well,i wanna treat my wife like my life.honestly,i like going to filipino parties.cos its really fun.well.stop here

shout shout shout

2008-08-30T15:12:00.000-07:00

FULL OF FRUSTRATION AND 'FIRE' IN MY MIND.TOLERATE TOLERATE TOLERATE!!

HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!

Registration day

2008-08-27T18:28:00.000-07:00

Today i went to school for registration with Joanne.She brought me there.we went there by bus and met up with her friend,chelsea.we were so quite in the bus.i didnt talk to them.It was in the morning.when i reached school,so many ppl were on the line.it was packed.i went to the student service department to meet some teachers and councellors.talked to them.well,i always talk to them and always end up with good talk.HAHAHA.after i came out from the room,the line was still long,i went to look for joanne.i didnt line up.i was cheating.i joined joanne so i didnt have to wait.After taking some papers,we went to the gym to take our pics for our school id card.she introduced me 8 girls and no boy. :S . i only remember a girl chelsea.HAHAHA.all of them are caucasians except me and joanne.LOL.didnt spend much time with them.i asked my aunt who is also joanne's aunt to pick me up.cos i wanted to Ribs.so we went to Tony Roma's for RIBS.i ate french fries,riblings and mash potatoes.paid 68 bucks to school.was supposed to pay 469 bucks.but the previous fees(tuition fees) i paid include some payment..after makan mkan,balik rumah tidur cos very tired.was kinda fun in school.but were busy talking about subjects and changing of courses and schedule..Didnt want to join them for hang out.so chose to makan with aunt.tats all

PEACE

ALL THE BEST

2008-08-25T12:18:00.001-07:00

I would like to say congratulations to my former classmates who have succesfully obtained their scholarships to UK.They are

1)Nazirul - The person i have known since primary 2.A very smart guy indeed.He is consideredas one of the closest malay friends.I do like annoying him(hope you wont get mad atme,cos i really like disturbing you).His size is 2 times of me(no offense),tats thereason why i always climbed on his back and he would run with me on his back(wasnt it fun,naz?)HAHAHA.all the way from our class to the toilet.Hes energeticSince last year,i just discovered that he likes to take photo.Maybe he had somesecret training at home before exposing his skills.Am i right?Tell me:D

2)Norlela - This girl is hard to describe.Out of 10 times she talked to me,6 were the times shescolded me.One thing i really really envy about her is her justification.She suits to belawyer.Teacher is also suitable.But the way she laughs is really funny.A veryindustrious girl.How long have you been my friend,lela?since primary 5 i think.i still remember when i made mistakes,she would come to me and scold me.guesswhat?while scolding me,i would keep saying something to make her angry.Actuallyi wanted to have fun.i like to joke.Lela,sorry if i did make you really angry.i knowthere was a few times.HAHAAHA.Peace?HEHEHE.

3)Fazleen - A girl i have known since form 1.i still remember she used to wear a glass.A verysmart girl.Fazleen has big eyes.The eyes really suit her.she is cute and funny.PSnot hiiting on her,just compliment.She left after form 1 and came back to SMSS forform 4&5.besides Naz,i also like to disturb fazleen.Fazleen let me tell you somethingthe way you walked was really funny.I always immitated.Cos really funny wah.No offense ah.so dont get angry.No joke,no fun right?HEHEHE

ALL THE BEST IN UK!!!STUDY HARD AND KEEP IN TOUCH.
GONNA MISS YOU ALL.HOPE TO MEET YOU ALL IN A REUNION
IF THERE IS.HEHEEH.ONCE AGAIN.ALL THE BEST!!

1.30 hr under hot SUN

2008-08-19T16:48:00.000-07:00

Right after i came back from School,i blogged and i took a few mins rest.i was really really sad.so i phoned my cousin if he wanted to hang out with me.he asked me to come over to his house and i said ok.i could have taken bus but i didnt cos it wasnt really far.so i decided to walk..i kept walking and walking.finally i couldnt find.guess what?i spent 1.30 half under the HOT SUN.my back was sweating so greatly.when i spitted out my saliva,i saw blood.i felt kinda weak.Then stop looking for his hse and walked to the nearest shop and bought a cold drink..really a bad and sad day.actually it was a really great day.but sigh..fortunately,having great headache

School School SchooooooLLLLLLLLll

2008-08-19T13:20:00.000-07:00

today woke up at around 9AM.it has BEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNn a long time i never woke up so early.preparing myself to go to school to arrange my stuffs.went out to take bus at around 10.20.Grandpa told me the bus would come at 10.25 so i ran quckily..usually it takes me 7 mins to reach the bus stop.i ran and reached there in 5 mins i guess.waited for a min..the bus came late.but good for me.Reached NorthGate Transit centre and went to northgate townmall for EDO where i bought sukiyaki beef with rice and a cup of ice lemon tea.went back to NorthGate Transit centre and took another bus which could bring me to my school.When i opened the entrance,i could see no one.the first thing i was looking for was Washroom...stomachache..had headache since yesterday..after that,i headed towards the student services department.there was a paper sticked to the door saying 'will be back at 12.10PM'.when i got out of the toilet,i looked at the clock beside the library,it showed the time was 1.10PM!!i was shocked so i took out my phone and looked the time.finally i discovered that they didnt even fix the clock.ALLAALALALAL.saw the principle,he was so friendly,i didnt even know he was the principle.he wore a short and a normal T-shirt.he came to me and asked for my name and of cos he did introduce himself otherwise i wont know hes the principle..we talked like we were good frens.i was there to arrange my subjects.but my councellor wasnt there.so have to go back on 25th..went home right away after everything was done.actually not even single thing was done.but nvm...had a good convo with the principle>HEHEHE.and the assistants there... Guess what?There was a guy asking for their transcript.One of the staffs asked for his bday.First he said october 1991.My thought was 'dont tell me her date of birth is 16'.AND YES its 16.SAME AS ME.HAHAHA.i wanted to talk to him.but felt weird so didnt.

Smile :D

movies

2008-08-14T03:55:00.000-07:00

Lately not doing anything...just movie movie movie.within 3 days,i finished watching a thai series movie.so funny and nice.its all about LOVE.LOL.my cousin asked me not to watch so it would make me girly.I didnt care cos the movie was really hilarous.Of cos,i didnt understand Thai but there was english subtitle.After that movie,i went to look for movies,within 2 days,i finished another 7 movies.It was really tiring.Today,my grandpa asked me not to watch at night cos it would spoil my eyes.Honestly,i could feel the effects of my tiring eyes.HAAHAH.School is gonna start soon.recently,always busy doing some schedule on wwhat i should do when school starts and the subjects i should be taking in the first semester.Anxious huh this peter?maybe,cos it has been like no school for peter for 9 months?LOL.im bored to death.Help me....Just trying to update my blog....currently sending pics to my swedish fren who just went back to sweden.There are so many people here challenging me about studies.They are underestimating me.We are having side bets..i'm not gonna lose to them..

support me please

Farness

2008-08-10T22:07:00.000-07:00

This morning,i woke up at 8.30AM.i stayed on the bed till 10AM.i jumped out of the bed and went to the kitchen to look for food.Took out a plate of 'LOU SHU FEN' and microwaved it.While it was being microwaved,took out a 4L bottle of milk and poured it into a cup.Couldnt finish.Appetite sucks.so dont blame me.EHEH.Aunt and uncle went out at around 9.30AM.i wanted to go out with other uncle.while waiting for my uncle's call,i went to my bed.He phoned my cousins telling him that he would come at 11AM.By the time my cousin told me,i told him i didnt want to go out because i was lazy and tired.He went with my cousins.i stayed at home sleeping till 2.50PM.A phone call from my uncle asking me if i wanted to go to Tim Horton.I didnt wan to sleep again so quickly get myself dressed and everything.Once i got out of the house,everything around me including the weather brightened me.It turned my mood which made me happy.These few days,i always meet my dad's friends.They know my dad but i dont know them.HAHAHA.went home around 5.30PM.Ate sausages,pizza,burgers for my dinner.While drinking coffee at Tim horton,i realised 'how far i could see when i stood on it'.What am i going tomorrow?i will tell you tomorrow,come back tommorrow and thanks for coming.HEHEHEH

Terima Kasih

Cineplex Odeon

2008-08-09T22:31:00.000-07:00

I was told last minute about going to cineplex odeon for the movie,The Mummy.Actually woke up late.AHAHA.Didnt go out with aunts and uncles cos wanted to sleep as i slept late.Didnt eat dinner,i knew i would get hungry when i got to the threate.Yes,it was true.bought a hot-dog bun and a coke at a price of 7.55 CND.expensive huh?yea,i know.the movie started at 9PM.we went in to the auditorium at 8.45PM to look for comfortable places.Guess what?While watching the commercials,SOMEONE BROKE THE CHAIR.and why?i dont know cos i sat in the 2nd row counting from the top.The broken sound caught everyone attention.I guess the person was too heavy?HAHAHA.watched lots of commercial and wanna watch those movies.i went there with aunt,uncle and his fren,Peter Sim.The movie was interesting and funny.saw many couples and thought of something else.i wanted to pee but i didnt wan to miss any part of the movies so i just sat down.i laughed very loud till my uncle told me not to laugh so loud.HAHAHA.i didnt care.it was really funny in the middle of the movie.the weather was hot in the morning but it was raining when i was on my way back home.it was windy as well.came home and do what im doing right now....HEHEHE.

Take care :D

Here are some of the pics taken in Banff

2008-08-09T15:10:00.001-07:00

Look where im pointing at..in real,its really nice..
I'm so into the sceneries around me...
Look at that mountain.it looks like a mountain that can lead you to heaven.HAHAHA
i know i look weird but can you see the cable cars there?
i look like an idiot.i know that..:D

Walking around and found this small zone.Had nothing to do so sat down
Thinking of pose.HAHAHA..
Who are we?what were we doing there?We are Peter,Elena and Vincent respectively.Doing nth.HAHAAHA
Nothing to do so cousin asked me to stand there and he took pic of me
Same as the first pic.Look where im pointing at..

Its mcdonald behind me..HAHA.just walking around and exploring new places.AHAHA.was i smiling?can you tell me cos i dont know if i was
What's the thing behind me called?Tell me cos i dont know..
i wanted to try but there was no much time left :D.plus i wanted to go the mountain so yea
My pose makes me look like im innocent

what is that?mountain goat?why am i pointing myself in the pic?i will leave the questions to you.
what's tat called?make a research and tell me
Blablabla.nth to do at that time
isnt it tall?10 times taller than me.HAHAA.taller than yao ming

look at it!

Whats that?Eagle?hawk?
i have forgotten what tats
Girlish pose.LOL!
Grrrrrr.watch out!

its wolf.scary huh?not really i guess.in real?

Elena and anthony at smuggler inn enjoying steaks
My bodyguard.come and bully me!i will ask him to kill you
According to the pic,he was hugging me.In fact,my arm was clinging to his arm.HAHAA
swiss guard with me...
he looks so sad,isnt he?

Makan makan
Vince eating
blurry pics
you know who hes

busy eating so dont blame if i look like a kid.

Not an INN but a restaurant
wah...count the number of bottles.
they are all mine..
steak steak steak..prime ribs and ribss
Eating dont disturb me..

Nothing to doPEACE
tried to act cool but failed
whos that idiot?
uttering a sigh??i dont know..forgot.HHAA

Tiring day

2008-08-08T17:34:00.001-07:00

Yesterday,my friend came to edmonton from calgary.It was his first time driving to edmonton.He arrived in Edmonton at around 12 to 12.30PM.i have forgotten.He phoned me once he reached Edmonton.That day,i slept at 8AM.If he didnt phone me,i guess i would sleep till night.Once i received the call,i went to toilet and took a bath.Rushed to the bus stop which is about 7-10 mins away from my house,depending on how fast you walk.The bus took me to North Town Transit Gate.i waited for about 20 mins there and took another bus to West Edmonton Mall where i would be meeting my friend.The weather was so hot.it was about 35 degree.i was seating beside the mirror.i was sweating.at last i couldnt stand and i switched to another place.at around 2.30PM,i reached W.E.M.He introduced me to his korean friend named Sunny.Shes a girl.They were weird.Actions told me that they were a couple.But they told me there werent a couple.We spent roughly 7 hours in W.E.M.i was busy talking to my friend while the girl was busy shopping.they bought a lot of stuff and finally we went to maxell(dont really know the spelling) for dinner.i ate steak and they ate pizza.i dont know what they ate.cos have never seen before.they drove me home.i didnt know the way to go home and they didnt know the direction too.they wanted to bring me home.but i managed to tell the direction at last.HAHAHA.i brought them to my aunt house.they boroowed the pc for map.after that,they brought me to tim horton but i brought them to somewhere else.HAHAHA.To solve that,i called my uncle to come to north gath to meet us up..tats the end?wait,when my uncle came,he explained the way back to calgary.i was kinda worried that something might happen to them.
so asked them to text me but they didnt so i phoned them and knew that they were safe.lately,couldnt sleep.so always sleep late,wake up early.Tiring huh?Maybe...AHAHAHA

PEACE!

Not feeling well

2008-08-05T20:56:00.000-07:00

Got out of bed at around 1PM.wasnt feeling well..i felt weird.looking at my tummy in front of the mirror and asking myself why im getting so skinny.In my facebook,i said i was trying to grow fat.I guess im growing thinner.Lately,i have no appetite.No mood for everything.Even when i was hungry,i ate so little.Usually i eat 4 breads with 2 hams and a cup of milk.Today,ate 2 mee-goreng.couldnt even finish.i also couldnt finish a cup of milk.feeling so dizzy right now.Am i getting no enough sleep?i guess yes.cos it has been going for 2 weeks oredi.no appetite and insufficient sleep..i should say i have insomnia for the 2 weeks.Feeling nauseated after eating.i was working out in my own room.it was very hot in my room.i didnt want to turn on the fan cos i was working out.i was sweating.After a while at around 8pm,i worked out for a few seconds and i stopped cos i felt so dizzy while working out.im turning to a robot.No need to eat,no need to sleep,no need to drink.have been drinking lots of soft drinks.water is like 2 cups/day?Trying to kick the stupid insomnia out of me.sometimes made me happy this morning was the dream i had.but its just a dream and it wont happen cos it was me as a student in my former school,saint margaret's school.I wont be going back to SMSS and study again.At least,it delighted me right?After that,once i woke up,everything turned around.have to go eat something.otherwise i will sleeping in hospital.Feel like wanna puke.help me out of the stupid insomnia!!

PEACE!

The story really touched me and i hope it will touch your heart too!

2008-08-04T20:05:00.001-07:00

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old..The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny,are you sure I don't have enough money?''The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly.The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.'His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''My heart nearly stopped.The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.'Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.''I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.'Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we checkagain, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?'''OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!'''I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.'''My mommy loves white roses.'A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started.I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a youngwoman and a little girl.The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a criticalstate. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on thelife-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.Was this the family of the little boy?Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister isstill, to this day, hard to imagine.And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

PS - The 'I' is not me,i copied from an email i received and posted here.i hope it will really touch your heart.

Chinese Zodiac sign(sheep,its true)Must read!

2008-08-04T19:09:00.001-07:00

Daydreaming all afternoon sounds heavenly to the Sheep. This creative, esoteric Sign needs plenty of time alone in which to feed its Muse. Sheep are generally most comfortable in their own minds (which other, more linear-thinking Signs may have trouble deciphering). This Sign makes a great craftsperson or artisan, or perhaps a teacher of New Age studies -- any occupation that allows its mind the full range of freedom. Sheep tend not to be very well-organized, precluding many more dry business endeavors. In fact, Sheep tend not to be very materialistic in general, finding plenty of riches in their own imagination. However, especially when in love, the Sheep can be quite a lavish gift-giver.
Perhaps it's that artistic temperament that so often causes Sheep to feel insecure, but the result is that these high-strung creatures need to feel loved and admired lest they start worrying incessantly. For this reason, Sheep tend to have a hard time with romance; anyone who couples up with a Sheep must know, this Sign has a sensitive streak a mile wide and can be subject to bouts of anxiety over seemingly inconsequential things. Sheep need plenty of love, support and open reassurance from their lovers. If a relationship is marked by conflict, the Sheep will often pull away -- either physically or simply by retreating into the safe haven of its imagination.
If the romance is going well, however, Sheep won't hesitate to tell their partner what they need -- and they can be quite insistent about it! This Sign will definitely return the favor, however; the Sheep has a luxurious side that delights in indulging a lover's every wish. Appearances are also important to the Sheep, which may explain why these folks can spend hours primping and posing.
Sheep would be well-served by learning to relax and let others run the show from time to time. Once they can be certain that their friends and lovers won't be gone when the Sheep returns from its daydreams, life will be a field of daisies.

2.5 days out of edmonton

2008-08-04T14:58:00.000-07:00

I was out of edmonton for 2.5 days.Below is the summary of the occurrences :

Day 1(1st august)
I left my house at 2 PM.My cousin went to superstore to buy energy drinks.Guess what?The weight of the caffein is 3 times higher than normal coffee.Maybe thats why its called energy drink.In between Edmonton and Calgary is Red Deer.While we were heading towards Red Deer,i fell asleep and didnt know what happened till we reached Red Deer where we stopped at Wendy's Fast Food Restaurant for burgers and drinks.I was extremely tired.I didnt have a good sleep for almost 2 weeks.Certainly,i felt weak.I felt so buzzed when i went into the restaurant.Moreover,the crowds made me feel uncomfortable.I went to the washroom after telling my cousins what i wanted to eat.wash my face repeatedly inside the toilet.ate my burgers and drank coke.Tim horton was just beside Wendy's.The line-up was so long that i was too lazy to buy ice-cappucino.Didnt do much except eating.The journey from Edmonton to Red deer was only 1.5 hours.I looked at the time before i slept so tats why i know.HEHE.After eating,i felt better.went back to car.Trying to sleep so i felt better but i couldnt sleep.The duration of the journey from Red Deer to Calgary was also 1.5 hrs also.When i reached calgary,i saw the houses there.It was so nice.My cousin brought a GPS along with him so we wont get lost.It led us to the hotel.When we reached there,we unloaded all our stuffs from the car and brought everything to the room.The room was really nice and comfortable.After taking bath,we got ready and went to smuggler inn for steaks.I ate prime rib(medium cooked) and pork rib.Drank sprite.LOL.It was quite expensive tho.Out of 4 persons,3 of us ate steaks and my other cousin ate potato with garlic bread.when the bill came,it was 100+.after giving tips,110 dollars.LOL.expensive huh?it doesnt matter to me cos i wasnt the one paying it.HAHAHAHA.Unfortunately,i wasnt full after eating the steaks.I didnt care much cos i was really tired.i phoned my friend who was in calgary.He asked me if i wanted to go to one of his friends bday party.i didnt want to go cos he lived in north side and i stayed in south side.Plus its not good asking a person picking you up since he lives so far away from you.So at last,i told him that i didnt wan to go.went back to hotel.was looking for internet.but couldnt find.then went back to hotel.couldnt sleep till 1.30AM.

Day 2(2nd Aug)
Woke up around 8AM.Everyone had to wake up early cos we planned to go banff.Took a bath and went to IKEA for a one dollar breakfast.LOL.i was shocked when i found out there was a one dollar breakfast there.I ate 2 sausages,scramble eggs,pan cake and fried potato and drank coffee.The coffee brought me back to a memory.The memory that i made with her.i didnt eat much cos i was dreaming most of the time after drinking the coffee.After our breakfast,we started our engine.Banff is a tourist spot and also a national park.I slept again when i was in the car.It took us 1.5 hrs to reach banff.The number of cars was HUGE.so many people went there.i was thinking about her all the time.i couldnt open my eyes when they reached banff.i dont know why.so painful while opening.The sceneries were wonderful and really pretty.The mountains there create an extraordinary sight-seeing.It brightened my mood.The shops there were like shops in the 18 century.The way the shops look like,the way its built.We were shopping and shopping.I didnt buy anything.Guess what i really wish that time?I really wish she was there with me.why?With her,i know i would be very happy.Like when we were at starcity.Its an unforgettable time.After shopping,we went to the mountain.i was really sad cos my cousin couldnt find any space to park his car so we left.There was a lot of beautiful things but i couldnt see cos there was no more for our car.Sad.From banff,we went to canmore for subway.i ate a 12 ft long sandwich.Felt so sad and didnt talk so much except thinking about her in my mind.In short,i wasnt happy at all in the whole trip from calgary to banff.we went back to calgary after eating.went to shop around in calgary before going back to hotel.No mood for shopping.was just walking around with cousins.i slept again on the way back to calgary.went back to hotel around 6.30PM.took a bath and went to regency palace restaurant for dinner.My cousins asked me to order foods and i was dreaming.i told them to order and i would eat whatever they ordered.I couldnt stand anymore so i phoned her and she said she was at mcdonald ordering food.so didnt talk much.and i asked her to call me back but she didnt.i was really sad.My cousins order lobsters,fish maw soup,vege with beef and sweet and sour pork.I didnt have the appetite to eat cos i really missed her at that time.went back to hotel and took a walk around the hotel and finally found some computers with internet.went into the room and surfed internet.went back to the hotel at around 11.30pm alone.couldnt sleep.kept moving on the bed till 2pm.

Third day,last day(3 August)
It was our last day at calgary,woke up at 8.30.took a bath and went to regency palace for DIM-SUM.The foods there were expensive.but didnt care.just ate.after eating,we went to chinook mall and shopped around.didnt buy anything except ice-cream wrapped with almonds.Coach,LV bags all those stuffs we were shopping for.Didnt buy cos didnt find anything nice.My cousin told me they wanted to buy some doughnuts at Krispy Kreme.I was smiling and said,Krispy Kreme?!Memories came back to me again.we looked for the address in the phone book and yes we found it and went there.guess what?it was closed.so so sad after seeing that.My cousins convinced me that there was also krispy kreme in red-deer.i was really happy after hearing that.when we reached red-deer,he brought me to a gas station where krispy kreme doughnuts were found.I ate and it wasnt fresh.but the taste was almost the same.I wan KRISPY KREME SO BADLY RIGHT NOW!!My aunt told us to go to MIRAMA restaurant cos a father who used to be a father at saint.micheal church came to edmonton.he was also a principal of st.micheal.After staying in brunei for 30 years,he went to toronto for 1 year then to vancouver for 16 years.we ate together.i was so quite till my cousins asked me why i was so quite.didnt have a mood.cos was looking at the cellphone hoping a msg from her.went home after that and ...... end of trip..

In brief,i wasnt happy at all in the whole journey.i do want to go to calgary again.but just dont know when.Insomnia.i have insomnia.I need medicine.Medicine,please cure me.

PEACE

Calgary

2008-08-03T21:16:00.000-07:00

Here are some of the pics i took when i was in calgary.This was taken when i was in banff.Banff is really a nice place.Its sceneries are so pretty.i will post more.Most of the pics are in other cameras.Will post soon.tired.gotta sleep

PEACE

Coffee

2008-08-01T10:50:00.000-07:00

Now the time is 11.50AM.i havent packed anything for my trip to calgary and banff.We will be sleeping over in a hotel.I guess the hotel name is Delta South.I have forgotten but will rectify it if im wrong.Will be setting off at around 2pm.I was really sad and i'm still sad.Do you guys know i feel so despair?I feel like i have no goals and future.It's like i dont know what im doing.Yesterday had coffees with Peter Sim and Uncle Foo.In the whole month of july,yesterday was my happiest day in july and it was on 31st july.Why happy?Cos i was talking about my future.They kept saying,'you like building castle in air'.I was like HAHAHAHAHA.Guess what?They looked above my head and said "Wah,foo,can you see all the clouds above his head?'I was laughing out loud.Next step,they took the newspaper and waved at me to tell me to wake up from dream.HAHAHAHA.i told them i regret that i didnt study hard when i was in brunei and only knew how to play games and resulted in being lazy.They said they would treat me any meals if i can qualify into UNI.They said they would laugh at me if i failed to make into UNI.Well,i have confidence that i can make it.I will show them that i can get at least an average of 80 percent.Have to be industrious.No more fun.But fun to me is not a matter anymore.Because i know its time to be serious in studies.I know meal is nothing.i'm afford to pay for it.The reason why they said that is they are encouraging me to study hard.I study not for the meal but my own future and also to make my parents happy.I have to confess that since i started playing counter-strike,my studies became worse everyday.I still have time now.Its not late to regret,huh?Readers,will you support me?HEHEHE.i hope you will support me morally..

PEACE!

Trips

2008-08-01T00:13:00.001-07:00

The time now is 1.13AM.I will be going to Calgary later at around 2PM.Calgary is another city in alberta.which means i will be out of edmonton.It takes a 3.5 hrs drive from here.Later have to wake up at 9AM or before cos i wanna accompany my uncle for lunch.Their lunch time is 11AM.LOL.i havent been looking for him for 2 days so want to accompany him later.there wont be updates this weekend.maybe sunday night?I think i will come back with a lot of pics.will be meeting a friend there.Hope everything goes well.I will update my blog as soon as i come back.

PEACE!

North 3 on 3 Bball tourney pics

2008-07-31T23:13:00.000-07:00

We were in the semi-final and were so tired.it was really hot.we were seeing who we would be playing against in semi-final.
I was asked to coach them.They lost.They were all in Junior High Division.In Final,They played against players from High School Division.Certainly,players from High School Division won.Actually they were supposed to be in a High School Division with us.But they registered as Junior High School team.The height diferences were so huge.They are even taller than me.But the other finalist played so well that they only lost by 2 points.Come on,only trounced by 2 points.They are champions in my heart because they really played well.Good jobs guys!Not a bad coach huh?hehehehe.
I'm the shortest.In ascending order,5'5-->5'7-->6'6.

Pics taken last month.Cuzzies and relatives

2008-07-31T17:08:00.000-07:00

They were so bored,They were gambling.Shouldnt gamble because many kids around.It would manipulate the kids easily.HAHAHA.i gambled for my aunt too but bet wasnt big.just cents.Just to wait for the time to pass.
3 women 1 man.Bad people.cos they gambled so am i a bad person?
Its sherry and beside her is her mom.she was looking at me cos i was putting my jeans inside my bag.I changed pants cos didnt want to make my pant dirty and smelly.
Thats my cousin and beside her is my grandma,my cousin is pregnant.shes not fat.shes thinner than me.i just finished changing pants.PS,i changed pant somewhere around in the forest where no one could see.it means,i didnt change my pant in front of them.Not an idiot.
Tat's my fourth eldest aunt with his kid on her thigh.My cousin ,elena and my grandma.i took the pic.give some comment.HEHEHEE

i was playing ball with my cousin,matthew,tats my uncle.Other uncle who always brings to Tim horton for coffee every weekend.
Hey,whos that?Oh wait,its me,Peter Kong!i was playing badminton with my relatives.At first,my partner was my cousin.After a while,my aunt substituted my cousin who's her son.It was a very lousy shuttlecock.Once i hit,the head of the shuttlecock flew away.I fixed it back and same things occured.We dropped out and went back to eat.
They are my challengers!Thats sharon.what was sherry doing?i dont know how to spell her name.i forgot what she doing.will tell you when i remember

Bad gamblers .Jk.They were just bored.Like me.i kept walking around.
My other uncle sitting down.Her nick name is Peter.But sir name is Lee.So its Uncle Peter Lee. We were so frustrated as the head of the shuttlecock couldnt be attached firmly.one hit would land the head of the shuttlecock in a tree
My aunt was laughing cos the head of the shuttlecock took off(Flying to other destination).

we were playing.Feeling so frustrated cos of the shuttlecock

who took this pic?showing my ass?LOL!!!
Same pic.Lazy to delete.

Everyone was eating.My aunt was cooking.She brought her small gas cylinder.HAAHAHAHA.
Enjoying their food.
That is Peter Sim.Always with me for Coffee at Tim horton.It was so hard to light up the fire at the beginning.but with all his help,everything went smoothly
Fixing everything and preparing food

My cousin!!
They looked bored.
Popo with mathew
He looks funny in this pic.hey,PEACE!hahahaha
He's elena's husband.i dont know what our topic was.

We were having BBQ at Halewark park in South side.i think it was in South-side.Was really tired.didnt drink much water.it was really hot.the day before this,i didnt have enough sleep and i was really tired after that,fell asleep in Peter Sim's car.went home at around 7 pm.

This is for you

2008-07-31T13:28:00.000-07:00

Im really sory to her,you know who you are.I should express my feelings which have been agonizing me for weeks.It goes like this

I'm sorry for making you mad
I tried my best to do what i could
I'm sorry that im imperfect
Whenever i do something wrong
you direct me to the right path

You made me addicted to your love
You are one in a million
So hard to find a girl like you
I'm not afford to lose you
Please come back to me

My heart is covered by your love
Nothing hurts me when its there
It prevents me from being down
It convinces me in solving every troubles
I'm who im when you are there

Our memories just delight me when i'm sad
But you make me smile every seconds
My heart smiles itself when i'm with you
When you tell me that you love me
My heart smiles cos of you

I have never given up on you
And i will never give up
Cos you are one in a million
Hugs,kisses,love and memories made
drive me crazy whenever i think of

I will wait for you
Nothing can prevent me from waiting
The love you have given me assures me
My heart will go on
and its only you who i really love

I wanna hear your voice everyday
Im used to hear from you saying
Baby,I love you so much
Once i said before
You are my medicine

I'm used to live in your heart
I dont want to leave
I feel safe,comfortable and confident
Will you kick me out of your heart?
Will you accomodate other guy?

My feeling for you grows rapidly
When you are not there,my heart is down
I always go out for a jog or walk
To remedy my sadness
Tell me if i'm stupid

I always imagine you staying beside me
When i have no confidence,i will say
Do it for her,dont disappoint her
When i'm alone,i can hear your voice
I hug my pillow like i hug you

Your image always appear in front of me
Especially when i'm sad
and you will say
Baby,dont be sad,come,let me give you a hug
I will smile and laugh softly

I will never give up on you
NEVER NEVER NEVER
I will fight those boys
who want to court you
Not physically but in love ways

Indeed,i'm not as handsome as them
And I'm weak in courting girls
But i will still not give up
It's you who give me love
How can i let go of you?

You make me invigorated
You have my heart filled with your love
You are so precious to me
You are priceless
You are my everything!

These few days,i have been pretending to be happy.My heart is extremely sad.I have to smile everytime.Everyone here in my house is happy.While me,physically im happy just to conceal how i feel.I have already expressed my feelings.Once again,i will never give up on you.

MInimise

2008-07-31T13:11:00.000-07:00

First of all,i would like to say sorry to all my readers for deleting my posts.I just want something new.Why?It's simply because i found my posts full of broken english.I'm trying to minimise as much broken english as i can in this new blogspot.Secondly,there was something wrong with my blogskin which really made me choleric.Thirdly,i felt so bored.I hope you guys,my readers wont blame for eradicating the old posts.I promise,there will be more updates as soon as i'm free and bored.