Friday, August 1, 2008

Coffee

Now the time is 11.50AM.i havent packed anything for my trip to calgary and banff.We will be sleeping over in a hotel.I guess the hotel name is Delta South.I have forgotten but will rectify it if im wrong.Will be setting off at around 2pm.I was really sad and i'm still sad.Do you guys know i feel so despair?I feel like i have no goals and future.It's like i dont know what im doing.Yesterday had coffees with Peter Sim and Uncle Foo.In the whole month of july,yesterday was my happiest day in july and it was on 31st july.Why happy?Cos i was talking about my future.They kept saying,'you like building castle in air'.I was like HAHAHAHAHA.Guess what?They looked above my head and said "Wah,foo,can you see all the clouds above his head?'I was laughing out loud.Next step,they took the newspaper and waved at me to tell me to wake up from dream.HAHAHAHA.i told them i regret that i didnt study hard when i was in brunei and only knew how to play games and resulted in being lazy.They said they would treat me any meals if i can qualify into UNI.They said they would laugh at me if i failed to make into UNI.Well,i have confidence that i can make it.I will show them that i can get at least an average of 80 percent.Have to be industrious.No more fun.But fun to me is not a matter anymore.Because i know its time to be serious in studies.I know meal is nothing.i'm afford to pay for it.The reason why they said that is they are encouraging me to study hard.I study not for the meal but my own future and also to make my parents happy.I have to confess that since i started playing counter-strike,my studies became worse everyday.I still have time now.Its not late to regret,huh?Readers,will you support me?HEHEHE.i hope you will support me morally..

PEACE!

Trips

The time now is 1.13AM.I will be going to Calgary later at around 2PM.Calgary is another city in alberta.which means i will be out of edmonton.It takes a 3.5 hrs drive from here.Later have to wake up at 9AM or before cos i wanna accompany my uncle for lunch.Their lunch time is 11AM.LOL.i havent been looking for him for 2 days so want to accompany him later.there wont be updates this weekend.maybe sunday night?I think i will come back with a lot of pics.will be meeting a friend there.Hope everything goes well.I will update my blog as soon as i come back.

PEACE!

Thursday, July 31, 2008

North 3 on 3 Bball tourney pics


We were in the semi-final and were so tired.it was really hot.we were seeing who we would be playing against in semi-final.
I was asked to coach them.They lost.They were all in Junior High Division.In Final,They played against players from High School Division.Certainly,players from High School Division won.Actually they were supposed to be in a High School Division with us.But they registered as Junior High School team.The height diferences were so huge.They are even taller than me.But the other finalist played so well that they only lost by 2 points.Come on,only trounced by 2 points.They are champions in my heart because they really played well.Good jobs guys!Not a bad coach huh?hehehehe.
I'm the shortest.In ascending order,5'5-->5'7-->6'6.

Pics taken last month.Cuzzies and relatives

They were so bored,They were gambling.Shouldnt gamble because many kids around.It would manipulate the kids easily.HAHAHA.i gambled for my aunt too but bet wasnt big.just cents.Just to wait for the time to pass.
3 women 1 man.Bad people.cos they gambled so am i a bad person?
Its sherry and beside her is her mom.she was looking at me cos i was putting my jeans inside my bag.I changed pants cos didnt want to make my pant dirty and smelly.
Thats my cousin and beside her is my grandma,my cousin is pregnant.shes not fat.shes thinner than me.i just finished changing pants.PS,i changed pant somewhere around in the forest where no one could see.it means,i didnt change my pant in front of them.Not an idiot.
Tat's my fourth eldest aunt with his kid on her thigh.My cousin ,elena and my grandma.i took the pic.give some comment.HEHEHEE
i was playing ball with my cousin,matthew,tats my uncle.Other uncle who always brings to Tim horton for coffee every weekend.
Hey,whos that?Oh wait,its me,Peter Kong!i was playing badminton with my relatives.At first,my partner was my cousin.After a while,my aunt substituted my cousin who's her son.It was a very lousy shuttlecock.Once i hit,the head of the shuttlecock flew away.I fixed it back and same things occured.We dropped out and went back to eat.
They are my challengers!Thats sharon.what was sherry doing?i dont know how to spell her name.i forgot what she doing.will tell you when i remember

Bad gamblers .Jk.They were just bored.Like me.i kept walking around.
My other uncle sitting down.Her nick name is Peter.But sir name is Lee.So its Uncle Peter Lee. We were so frustrated as the head of the shuttlecock couldnt be attached firmly.one hit would land the head of the shuttlecock in a tree
My aunt was laughing cos the head of the shuttlecock took off(Flying to other destination).

we were playing.Feeling so frustrated cos of the shuttlecock
who took this pic?showing my ass?LOL!!!
Same pic.Lazy to delete.






Everyone was eating.My aunt was cooking.She brought her small gas cylinder.HAAHAHAHA.
Enjoying their food.
That is Peter Sim.Always with me for Coffee at Tim horton.It was so hard to light up the fire at the beginning.but with all his help,everything went smoothly
Fixing everything and preparing food





My cousin!!
They looked bored.
Popo with mathew
He looks funny in this pic.hey,PEACE!hahahaha
He's elena's husband.i dont know what our topic was.



We were having BBQ at Halewark park in South side.i think it was in South-side.Was really tired.didnt drink much water.it was really hot.the day before this,i didnt have enough sleep and i was really tired after that,fell asleep in Peter Sim's car.went home at around 7 pm.





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This is for you

Im really sory to her,you know who you are.I should express my feelings which have been agonizing me for weeks.It goes like this

I'm sorry for making you mad
I tried my best to do what i could
I'm sorry that im imperfect
Whenever i do something wrong
you direct me to the right path

You made me addicted to your love
You are one in a million
So hard to find a girl like you
I'm not afford to lose you
Please come back to me

My heart is covered by your love
Nothing hurts me when its there
It prevents me from being down
It convinces me in solving every troubles
I'm who im when you are there

Our memories just delight me when i'm sad
But you make me smile every seconds
My heart smiles itself when i'm with you
When you tell me that you love me
My heart smiles cos of you

I have never given up on you
And i will never give up
Cos you are one in a million
Hugs,kisses,love and memories made
drive me crazy whenever i think of

I will wait for you
Nothing can prevent me from waiting
The love you have given me assures me
My heart will go on
and its only you who i really love

I wanna hear your voice everyday
Im used to hear from you saying
Baby,I love you so much
Once i said before
You are my medicine

I'm used to live in your heart
I dont want to leave
I feel safe,comfortable and confident
Will you kick me out of your heart?
Will you accomodate other guy?

My feeling for you grows rapidly
When you are not there,my heart is down
I always go out for a jog or walk
To remedy my sadness
Tell me if i'm stupid

I always imagine you staying beside me
When i have no confidence,i will say
Do it for her,dont disappoint her
When i'm alone,i can hear your voice
I hug my pillow like i hug you

Your image always appear in front of me
Especially when i'm sad
and you will say
Baby,dont be sad,come,let me give you a hug
I will smile and laugh softly

I will never give up on you
NEVER NEVER NEVER
I will fight those boys
who want to court you
Not physically but in love ways

Indeed,i'm not as handsome as them
And I'm weak in courting girls
But i will still not give up
It's you who give me love
How can i let go of you?

You make me invigorated
You have my heart filled with your love
You are so precious to me
You are priceless
You are my everything!

These few days,i have been pretending to be happy.My heart is extremely sad.I have to smile everytime.Everyone here in my house is happy.While me,physically im happy just to conceal how i feel.I have already expressed my feelings.Once again,i will never give up on you.

MInimise

First of all,i would like to say sorry to all my readers for deleting my posts.I just want something new.Why?It's simply because i found my posts full of broken english.I'm trying to minimise as much broken english as i can in this new blogspot.Secondly,there was something wrong with my blogskin which really made me choleric.Thirdly,i felt so bored.I hope you guys,my readers wont blame for eradicating the old posts.I promise,there will be more updates as soon as i'm free and bored.